aura-chic's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- my daily hell *sigh* it's been a pretty borin day so far..... but the little russian called me today...after i told him not to of course.....and he asked if he could see me again, i said no.....i was a little cruel i think, i made him cry....i feel bad....i hate makin people cry....i'm such a cold heartless bitch....so now i'm torn...should i try to be friendly to him, or just leave it at this....no more contact? i have no clue what to do.... and to add to my stress i keep having strange dreams about my ex...the gay one....no u perverts not sex dreams.. just weird dreams about him, and me, and his family...could be something wrong.....guess maybe i should call him....maybe not......maybe he finally came out and gave his mom a heartattack....his parents are kinda religious.....his dad's an elder in the church they go to......but that's beside the point....i have no idea what's goin on in my head. *sigh* but what's new right? tho i've got some things goin on with a couple of old friends of mine that i can't discuss that are makin my life difficult and somewhat amusing, and the cop is seemin to want more than i can give now.....i hope it's just a passin thing.....this is a hard time of year for him, but the conversations are nice...and i have a new friend that i absolutely love talking with...u know who u are...lol.....i really don't know what i would do without the laughter he has provided lately....thanks for that....well that's all i got for now...bye y'all.....ttfn :) ps: now ain't that cute...i just caught the end of "you've got mail" on tv...awwwwwwwwwww how cute 10:35 p.m. - 2002-12-29 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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