aura-chic's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- argggghhhh! well, i'm back from the job hunt. a couple of places look pretty promising.. especially the restaurant that i applied at... the lady seemed impressed not only at my experience, but the fact that i also brought my resume... how cool is that... kinda lame though, to bring a resume for a server position... but it will give them a little more info on me than just the application. so i'm expecting a call from the hiring manager in the next couple of days... keeping my fingers crossed... if i get any of the jobs i applied for i will be able to keep my car... my uncle is seriously hookin me up!! woooohooooo.... he's gotten me insurance already, and, he's taken care of a few minor details as far as my tags go... i'm so excited about this... he said if i get this job i can just start pickin up my payments on the car again, and we'll worry about paying him off what i owe him for the last couple of months later, you know when i have caught up on everything else...which is incredibly cool of him... i mean he understands that if i had been able to keep my old job that this wouldn't have happened...as it was i was the best customer he had...i always paid early and more than i needed to....but anyway... nothing much is happening here...other than the fact that my mom is trying to get rid of the russian guy... i don't know if he is playing dumb or if he is really not understanding what she is telling him... he seems to think that he lives here...he is here everyday, and she is trying to tell him that she can't deal with him being here that much... you know she wants some alone time.. and he is doing the whole it's all or nothing, and blah blah blah... and my sister is coming up tomorrow so we can have a "just us girls" day... you know the basics..let's get drunk and play records all day... that type thing.. i'm looking forward to it... and he totally acted like he didn't understand why she told him not to come over tomorrow... you know the whole, well i'll come over in the morning and you can come look for a car with me, and THEN i'll go to sleep and you can see your daughters... like she needs his fucking permission to spend time with us... well if that's how he feels he can fuck off for all i care... and as soon as i get this damn job, I'LL tell him to get the fuck out of the apartment... because as soon as i start paying bills i will have a say in who stays and who goes... and if he fucks with me, i'll tell that little russian bastard to go ahead and press charges on him...he'll feel like he was fucked by a damn train... i'll get his ass deported so fast it'll make his head spin... and if my mom wants him out, he will be out... i'll change the damn locks on the door, and call the police everytime he shows up...i don't give a fuck, he doesn't pay bills here and yet he thinks just because he is the man he runs this place...i got news for him, tha dumb fuck. can ya tell i'm pissed off? mainly cuz i had to listen to my mom try to explain to him about 400 times this morning that he doesn't live here, and that she needs time to be alone... and having him argue with her and tell her what she needs... it was everything i could do not to go in there and tell him to get out, and stay out... as it is...when he comes out of the room, i just give him my signiture look of disgust... my step father knew that one well...ask my sister, she's seen it..tho not directed at her... i just get so aggravated at men who think that they are somehow in charge of things just cuz they have a dick... and to you men that are actually cool, i'm sorry for this... i don't know how it is in his country, but here, the one who pays the bills is in charge of the household... doesn't matter whether that person has an extra appendage between their legs or not. and for the first time i'm gonna say this... the fuckin russian needs to go back to his damn country, and his damn muslim wife... i hate to discriminate here, but i guess she tolerates him being with other women because of her culture, but if it was me and my husband was fuckin around, whether he was 10,000 miles away or not, i'd still cut his balls off and shove em down his throat. because no matter how much i may want to, i wouldn't cheat on my husband, if i felt i didn't want to be with him anymore, i'd divorce his ass, not screw around with someone else til he finds out and is hurt by it.. i mean damn... you know i have defended him long enough about that... and i have no reason to defend him... i am beginning to hate him... i'm tired of lookin at his dirty underwear on the floor of the bathroom, i'm tired of cleaning up the kitchen after he makes a mess, i'm just fed up with it.... i'd like to apologize to the guys that i think are cool once again here... i usually don't sit around and talk shit about guys, but this particular one has me on the verge of a nervous fuckin breakdown. i mean if it was me, i'd have kicked his ass out a long time ago...hell, i wouldn't have even started anything with him... well enough ranting... i'd better be goin now...buh bye everyone!! thanks for hangin in there with me thru this crappy entry... i guess i'm a little more pissed off than i thought i was!!!!!:) 4:05 p.m. - 2003-01-27 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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