aura-chic's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- the job search, and hookers... well i went to apply for the "real" job today....seems like i should hear back from the boss soon.... they seemed impressed with my resume.... but i can never be too sure... i don't know what to think with these people....i remember going to every damn restaurant looking for work when i moved here...and let me tell you, applebees is a cocksuckin bastard..... the manager actually had the nerve to tell me that i had too much experience with the same restaurant.....WHAT??? she apparently didn't think that i could conform to the way they wanted things done....but i think she was just jealous cuz i have bigger tits than she does...haha...but really anyone that can stick with one job for 3 years, and only leave because they relocated should be a top pick for anyone...i mean if i was a manager i would have hired me on the spot...i mean really...damn fascist bastards....lol sorry...i just couldn't believe that tha bitch said that to me...and then when i went to apply at logan's roadhouse...the hiring manager was never there...then when the hiring manager was there the general manager wasn't....like they couldn't hire someone with out having a meeting about it....kinda like they gotta ok it with the other manager to wipe their ass...that's some fuckin bullshit...so that's how i ended up with the phone sex job...i had sent my resume out, and called countless companies and the only one i heard back from was the phone sex place...guess i got a sexy voice, but really...this just truly sucks...i hate being jobless...and i just can't handle the phone sex anymore...i really hate it now....there are too many freaks in the world...and i just don't have the time nor the patience to deal with them...i'm gonna go to every damn bank, and grocery store, and drug store, and whatever else there is in this town until someone fuckin hires me...i mean i can be persistent...i'll show these bastards....if i can put up with freaks that want me to listen to them masturbate i can deal with anything.....and dammit if it means that i will have to wear a smock that says piggly wiggly on it, i'm gonna get a damn job.....i'm sick of these damn ball lickin bastards tellin me they've got nothing for me....i've hit my breaking point...i have no patience left......so if these furniture store people don't take me on.....it is war.... and i mean it.... and really i wanna wear my bunny slippers for the hell of it, not just so i can chuckle while tellin these loser freaks jerkin off that i'm wearing stockings and high heels....aarrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggghhhhh...i'm so fuckin mad right now.....those damn furniture people better hire me.... cuz i've had enough of this....now of course you realize i'm gonna be all nice and sweet unless they don't hire me.....but i suppose that's a whole other can of crap....i just cannot believe after all my years of hard work this is where i have ended up..i wonder what the fuck i did wrong, and can i fix it... i mean i finished high school..attended college for a while until i lost my damn car cuz it fell apart and i had already spent like a thousand bucks fixin it, and it fell apart again..so i said fuck it, and had no way to get back and forth after me and the ex split...haha, but that sucked worse for him i suppose, because i was the car person in the relationship...i fixed his crappy car everytime it broke down...fuckin loser... don't know shit about cars...can't even drive a stick shift...now granted i'm not that good at it anymore...see my first car was a stick, and after that all i managed to get a hold of were automatics...so i kinda lost the knack for it..... but damn at least i can remember the basics of how to do it without droppin the damn transmission out of the damn thing... he can't even get a damn stick shift started...and when he does, he can't shift for shit...dumbass...ok lemme not get started on what a loser he was....because that is too long of a story.. i had no idea i had such rage in me....i guess the freaks have really taken a toll on me after all.. but fuck them....i don't give a shit....lol....ok don't fuck them...apparently they don't have anyone willing to do that...hahahaha.. god i'm cruel..it makes me wonder..just how odd are these guys...are they really so hideous that NO one will fuck them...or are they just too lazy to put forth an effort to keep a woman around them... i mean really... my roommate, the hooker, used to tell me that the guys she fucked were usually either business men with wives and family just out for a little fun, or really rich busy guys that just want sex.... i mean, if ur decent lookin you can get that for the price of a few drinks at a bar.... i mean really why pay 150 bucks just to get a nut, when you could liquor up some girl in a bar and take her home, unload so to speak, and then send her on her way... damn....i just don't understand it...at all.... so would any of you guys explain that to me.... anyway, i'm gonna stop ranting now....i'm sure u've all had about enough.....buy bye.....ttfn...:) 12:45 p.m. - 2003-01-07 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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