aura-chic's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ramblings by me well i have managed to work in about 2 hours of sleep and an uneventful shower, i do have such a busy schedule and all (that's just what i want you to believe). so i'm meeting up with Mr. Cuervo again. he's promised to be nicer this time. i have to stay up for a little while longer, and i would at least like to have some fun, since i haven't slept in like 48 hours(i don't think 2hours counts). at least i know that i'm NOT an alcoholic. I'm just a drunk. (ok not really,but i'm on a roll this week, why stop) so that great cuervo guy has promised me a safe evening together. we might have dinner, or we might just get a little crazy. who knows. hell as long as i don't end up visiting the porcelain god, or bashing my brains in, it's all good. hell i just look at him being my personal heater. :) man if you guys haven't read ninabeans' entries lately, you should poor girl. but hey, what would life be without drama. i'm really sorry to hear about her boys gettin canned. at least she's still employed. right?!! and remember if you read this girl, chocolate is a good thing. it can be a replacement for many things. well my sister, we all know and love her as ncrebel21 is having a time with her really incredibly stupid ex. the women in our family seem to have a knack for attracting the WORST men possible. lazy, drunk, angry, pathetic men. though i have managed to run off some good ones so i can't complain. (remember committment phobe) but i feel bad that she has to deal with her ex. i wish for her sake that he would just disappear. speaking of ex's. i gotta tell you about mine. hehe. well he is kind of well not cute, really smart, bookwise, no common sense. we spent 4 1/2 years together. we were happy for a while but when you start seeing someone for that long, you do change as you grow up, and it's hard to accept that you are different from what you were at the start. and blah blah. and i also was devoloping my own life that didn't include him. he didn't like that, but i have a problem with being together all the time. it got to the point where i would force him to go out with his friends so i could have the apartment to myself. you know peace and quiet. and i really honestly believe he is gay.(nothing bad about that,i love gay men, mostly they are a trip!!this one's not) i mean what kind of straight man gets buck naked and wrestles with his guy friends. it's cool for girls, that's kind of hot. but i mean, one night he stripped down and hid in the bushes to attack his friends as they approached the door. or when we went skinny dipping and i was the only girl, and he spent most of the time wrestling with the guys, and his best friend was the only one with me, so we got out and went drinking. i mean really does that sound funny to you???!! and his new girlfriend, is well gross. she has no tits no ass, short greasy brown hair. looks like a guy. but anyway. whatever. i prefer hot guys, that like to get buck naked and wrestle with ME!!dammit is that too much to ask??!! well ttfn. :) 11:09 p.m. - 2002-12-18 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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