[ 2004-10-29 - 12:38 a.m. ]
eh

Looks like The Cop is back in the picture.. for a while there in the last couple of months we were seeing a lot of each other.. you know what that means.. I was feeling GOOD.. haha.. anyway.. This month we haven't been seeing each other much.. talking some here and there.. I'm not quite as over him as I planned to be at this time.. but I have moved on some I guess.. I still can't say no to him. I've been seeing other people.. I have a date of sorts planned for Saturday.. This guy seems pretty nice.. has a killer body..name is Mike.. he's a last year resident to be a orthopedic surgeon.. so he's at least smart.. :D I guess I'll see if he's like my genius ex.. the one that is now a chemical engineer.. but has absolutely no fucking common sense.. I guess I should have tolerated it huh? I sure as hell wouldn't feel like I wasted those 5 years.. and definitely wouldn't be working in a hog plant.. I guess I'll see how it all goes...